Monday, April 5, 2010

Just stressed

The day started out good enough. I got to sleep until 8:20am, ran some errands while L watched our three-year old, had lunch with everyone and ran some more errands. The further the day went on the more tense I started to feel. At lunch time Luke 'warned' me that he was not dealing well with loud noises (aka the girls' playing, Little K talking/squealing loudly),... The more stressed he got the tenser I felt myself getting. Preparing mentally for the first outburst and trying to notice signs of things taking a turn for the worse. On days like this we just feed of each other no matter how much we try to avoid it. He gets stressed, I get tense, which makes him more stressed, which makes me more tense. Well, you get the idea. Around 6pm-ish he apologized for being so angry today. Neither of us know what caused it today and overall we have avoided any big blowups *knocks on wood* It just makes me extremely tired and I can't wait for Miss K's bed time which is coming up shortly. Wooooozaaaaah Breathe in, breathe out. Trying to think relaxing thoughts. A little over 5hours until I can go to bed. Ooooooooooooooooooohhhhmmm

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